Friday, May 26, 2006
12:09 AM
3 days to O Levels Chinese...I'm totally freaking out...and what are the people around me telling me? I have answers like "Relax...you'll do fine", "Aiyah...I took the paper last year...it's easier in Os compared to school" and even the teacher saying "Os are slightly easier than school papers"...yup...I should relax...but despite finishing about 20 exercise...yes...20...I'm still not feeling fine!!! I think I'll lose inspiration for Paper 1 and I'll have a mental block in Paper 2. And what will I see in my results slip? An F9...my goodness...I don't know what I'm doing now...let's just leave everything to God...please help me God!!
Going to finish watching Da Chang Jin...oh my goodness!! Ji Jin Hee rox!! So gentlemanly...so handsome...haiz...I didn't want Lady Cui to die...I mean, even though she's very bad to Lady Han and all, the part where she let go of the tree branch was so touching...she has a nice name too..."Cheng Qin" if I'm not wrong...haiz...and 3 of them- Lady Han, Lady Cui as well as Chang Jin's mother Pu Mingyi were good friends during their childhood times...why did things have to end up that way? Anyway in the end Chang Jin and Ming Zheng Hao were together and that's what counts...lol...
PTC (Parent-Teacher Conference) tomorrow at 4:15pm...wonder what will Mrs Veda say...I must have done very badly...need improvements in Humans and English...haiz...it's always the same things...but I'm glad I don't have to see VP or P...think I will get a rapping from them...ha ha...
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
7:02 PM
I must not give up, I must not give up, I must persevere...I must, I must and I will!! Even though I've failed my Chemistry, A-Maths, Chinese, and I know I'm going to fail English as well, I must learn how to get up when I've fallen...only I can help myself...yes...I know I can...well...hopefully I can...
It's 13 days to Chinese O Level...and I feel so empty in my brain...it's like I don't know anything at all...I haven't even started on my assesment book...just tell me what am I gonna do? "Mopeng" Alan is still opening his mouth big and wide...even made fun of moi's friend today...saying her shoe got fertilizer smell and that she was the cause of it...why can't he just look at his stupid face in the mirror and do some self-reflection?? Making her upset...=( Nothing good ever comes out of his stupid mouth...I won't be surprised if he ever offends people when he grows up...maybe they'll put him in jail for use of vulgarities or things like...lol...then I'll get the last laugh...=) No wonder he sits alone during lesson...away from the guys...oh well...serves him right...
Feeling so tired...wanted to do Chinese but ended up blogging...think I'm gonna do tonight but I know will sleep before I even start flipping the page open...lol...2006 just sux the hell out of me!!
PS: But actually looking back at what he said...I shouldn't really get heart attack or anything...in fact, getting Oscars are a big honour...it means they recognize the profession you're in...like Nicole Kidman and Marilyn Monroe...if only I could really win an Oscar one day...lol...back to earth...what I'm saying is...he's just one of the insignificant ones in my life...even if I was really in pain, he wouldn't understand, in fact, nobody would unless they suffer it themselves...so I couldn't really care whether he talks bad about me or anything...because I have many friends around me that are worth more of my attention than "small people" like him...who only knows how to gossip...so...yup...after this year, I won't have to see his face anymore...Ciao!!
no words can express
my love for you
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
5:23 PM
Lesson learnt today: Never ever get hit by a ball, it's just disasterous!!
I never knew how bad it could be until I experienced it myself...when one of the guys kicked it and woosh! The ball came flying and hit right smack in the middle of my forehead. Well, the person did come to apologize profusely...but the pain was too excruciating for me to care about anything else. So I skipped PE and lied down on the table until Biology. At first I thought I was sleeping...then it's like I was going deeper and deeper and when Rosemary and Wan Joo tried to call me, shake me, I just couldn't respond...I heard them...but I couldn't get up or move my muscles...then both of them got scared and they called Mrs Veda, who was teaching at that time. She came and lifted up my head, it was then I was semi concious and was able to answer her by nodding my head I was ok.
But some people like Alan are just not willing to shut their mouths, as usual, saying "She can go Oscar Awards." Meaning I'm a "very good actress". I heard that myself...and I was like...what good is there to act in this kind of ridiculous thing...you try getting hit by a ball that's flying like 100km/h yourself "Mopeng" bastard!! And some people also added in that my life is hard, will not so easily die one...yup...one day if I die then I'll find you lah...bitch! This stupid couple should really be together...they make up the world's most talkative couple...one guy and a girl...always badmouthing people...I just don't understand why...and guess who started off the soccer game...it's that stupid annoying piece of turb!! Anyway...he got his deserts by getting 0 marks for his Bio essay...serve him right for saying I'm putting on an act when I'm really in pain...
Anyway...I got back my Bio test marks today...ha ha!! So happy...got 28/30. Actually got 27 one...but then teacher mark wrongly...so add one more mark...mark range in our class was from 23-30...so cool!! Just let God deal with this kind of people...for I really believe in retribution...I believe that he will get his deserts...whatever he deserved...Mopeng!!
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
6:08 PM
These are 2 of the class photos taken after our drama competition...the fun shot and the formal shot...lol...
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my love for you
Chocolates, chocolates and chocolates...well I must say I've tasted the best of the best today...even better than Cadbury I have to admit. It's like...the top is covered with chocolate powder...and the moment you put it in, it totally melts in your mouth. Smooth cold creamy chocolate...it's even more delicious than real ice cream. I've got the brand already...it's Royce, which can only be found in Takashimaya and Suntec City, so said by Wan Joo...I think it's a Japanese brand...for all the words seem Jap to me...I'm gonna gorge myself in that chocolate!!! You see if I don't!!
Today's Chem test just sux! Teacher told us to study on Electrolysis and in the end come out Redox Reactions as well...I was like...what on earth!! I don't even know how to do!! Don't know how to give Elaine answers...cos all not from ten-year-series...lol...I'll be so freaking happy if I can at least score an A2...ha ha!!
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, May 08, 2006
5:51 PM
My grades are falling and they suck like nobody's business...even the teacher comes telling me so! Arrgh!! I hate Maths!!!
Today is a rather special day...because it is the death anniversary of Teresa Teng, who died on this very same day 11 years ago. Heard she died of an asthma attack during a trip to Thailand...what a waste...at the young age of 42. She was so talented, possessing a sweet voice that charmed millions of fans all over Asia, making her one of the most famous singers in Taipei, Taiwan and China...actually her songs also not too bad...just that everyone is chasing pop singers nowaday, which I feel actually do not have talent. They just go upstage and sing and they get famous. So many popularity contests that audiences have to vote to prevent their elimation...now the latest pop group...anyhow sing also get famous...not like those old time singers. When they sing, it's really because they got the "X'" factor, that's why their famous. No wonder after so many years, people still do remember her and often visit her grave. You go Teresa!! =)
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my love for you
Friday, May 05, 2006
6:33 PM
Your signature is Pink Chiffon!
There's nothing saccharine about you- your sweetness is one hundred percent natural! A gentle, thoughtful romantic like you must be paired with a color that's soft and warm- but still has a subtle sophisticated sheen. That's why Pink Chiffon is the perfect color for you! You're probably known for making the most of every situation and trying to see the best in people. But while you may be cheerful and innocent at times, you're nobody's fool. You may see the world through rose-colored glasses, but you can still see, after all.
While you make wise insights time after time, it's probably your good nature and perpetual optimism that are what you're known for and what make you a joy to be around. Even those who sometimes make fun of your Pollyanna- like proclamations will turn to you when they need a friend and some cheering up. So keep pink, Chiffon. With you around, the world's a better place!
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my love for you
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum- reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!
no words can express
my love for you