Monday, July 31, 2006
8:19 PM
Attempted the E-Maths Prelim 2005 Paper 2 and wanted to vomit blood. I simply can't believe that this is the very paper that my predecessors took. Haiz...I just don't have any confidence in myself as my own Prelims are looming ahead.
Today, while attending band practices, I suddenly felt apprehensive as a surge of fear rushed past my body. Out of the blue, numerous "What if"s started to pop out of my head.
Here are some of them..."ENJOY!"
What if:
1) I can't graduate?
2) I can't score below 20 points for my Prelims?
3) The same predicament happens in my O Levels?
4) I can't enter AJC?
5) I fail English and Combined Humans?
6) I fail to score an A in my upcoming Chinese O Level result?
Oh God, please help me...I'm suffering from insomnia every night...staring at the icy black darkness of the sky, gazing at the stars that are twinkling so brightly ever, as if yearning to share their joy and happiness with me. If only I'm like them...rain or shine, I'll be there in the galaxy, acting as glittery ornaments for the plain sky. No worries, no sadness, I will have no feelings. Well, that beats having to worry about my Prelims and Os. Or whether I'll actually get to survive 2006 in one piece. God, I beg you to help me...I sincerely ask you to save me...
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, July 28, 2006
7:35 PM
Why is Chemistry practical my unlucky time? Just when I tried so hard not to make any mistakes, things do not go my way. I didn't spill any chemicals on Rosemary's paper, nor did I forget to test for gases...and neither did my test-tube holder suddenly fly out of my hands like it did in Term 2. But...at the moment when I felt I was going to do a splendid job, MY BURETTE BROKE!!!
What happened was...I was happily titrating my stupid substance of Q, chatting so gaily with Rosemary after preparing the Potassium Manganate in the burette and an unknown chemical in the conical flask when out of the blue, the whole glass tube slanted and "CRASH", landed on the floor in numerous pieces. I was stunned, stumped, pertrified and totally clueless about what I should do next. The whole thing crashed with a deafening sound...and so, needless to say, everyone started turning in my direction. To see me kneeling on the floor with the broken glasses surrounded by a purple liquid. Then Mrs Goh came and told me to clean up the pieces while she got a mop to clear the liquid. And Rosemary stopped titrating to help me solve this problem that I created. I have to say I'm a jinx...hampering people's progress in work...why? I just don't comprehend the stupid fact that this is how I end my week. With either breaking things or not finishing my damn experiments on time.
But seriously, I must thank the Lord that I actually manage to escape unscathed. It must be the angels that were protecting me from this disaster. Why else would you explain why the burette fell sideways and broke...and some of the glass pieces actually flew to the nearby tables when it could have fly directly at my face and scar it. Thus, scientific conclusions might be..."Oh, it's probably a coicidence." However, I truly and sincerely believe it was God's mercy that I wasn't even stained by the substance or injured...just a small patch at the end of my skirt which is hardly noticeable...that is if you don't purposely bend down and look!!
All I can say is...PRAISE THE LORD!!
no words can express
my love for you
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
5:11 PM
I RECEIVED THE OFFER FORM FROM AJC!!!
Ta-Da!! =P
Woo...first time in my life I'm credited for something I did alone. Really, I went to audition myself since Hui Min wasn't free at that time, I filled in the application form, did my own CCA certificate and went for the interview...ALL BY MYSELF!!
Well, now that I've been confirmed, all I need to do now is to obtain less than 20 points for my prelims...which is quite a feat judging from the crap results my common tests so kindly "bestowed" me with. And Felicia did much more better than me...yet she's still harping from the fact that I can go through DSA while she can't. I mean...so? She's doing fine compared to me. Seeing her reading her pocket SS book first thing in the morning at the parade square really freaks me out. Considering I spent the whole day yesterday not doing any revision other than watching Pirates 2. Haiz...all the pressures on me and it's I in the end who is deciding my own fate.
I MUST SCORE LESS THAN 20!! ARRGH!!!
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
8:24 PM
Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2 ROX!!! The computer effects (Digital Imaging) was so close to perfect, all the characters depicted in the movie looked so real...especially Davy Jones...you can actually see the rough scaly texture of his face...well, octopus-like face. JACK SPARROW ROX!! He's so damn hilarious, comical...I don't think anyone in this world could ever replace Johnny Depp as this Captain! Especially the part where he was fighting the cannibals...HA HA! That got me a tummyache! Orlando Bloom is dashing...but Johnny Depp is even better. Haiz...unlike most of them who already viewed the movie, I do think that this movie has an end. And that is Jack "died" while fighting the stupid creature who enclosed him with the slimy tentacles. But I can assure you Jack Sparrow will never perish. Because there'll be no Pirates 3 without him! Even if there IS one, I don't think it will be warmly received by the audiences as there is no more "spice and flavour" in the movie. So yup...not to worry, my favourite Jack Sparrow will return to dominate the sea!! JOHNNY DEPP, YOU'RE THE BEST!!
Sat on the bus home today and saw a woman sitting in front of me, PICKING HER NOSE! Eeww! It made me want to regurgitate and throw up everything I ate during dinner. It was actually quite unlucky of me to see the slimy pale green mucus protruding out of her nose. What's worse, she rubbed it with her finger and dusted it off the floor. It made me ponder on something: Does she have any sense of hygiene in her? I bet not. Well anyway, she was still picking her nose when I alighted at my destination. Lol...
no words can express
my love for you
Sunday, July 23, 2006
5:33 PM
Celebrated Uncle KH's birthday at Uncle Mike's house yesterday. Quite alot of people came for the dinner...I guess the theme for the food was spiciness. Because there was curry chicken, and even the filling of the pastry had chilli sauce...lol...and I can't take spiciness.
All of us ate and talked around the dinner table. It was so fun...Uncle Mike was telling us that he saw some "basketballs bouncing" at Heeren on Friday when he went there for shopping. Ha ha...I also tasted wine there. It wasn't my first time, but I just couldn't stand the hot sensation I feel whenever the liquid slips down my throat. And that bitter taste that never fails to linger in my mouth and can only be gotten rid of by drinking Coke. Anyway, I had a marvellous time last night and didn't wish to go home so early if it wasn't for the curfew I was under. So Uncle KH sent me home first followed by Zi Yi to the MRT station...
One thing that made me elated today was the my two fighting fish had spawned!! And they were fighting furiously yesterday. The two fishes were nibbling each other and then curled up and laid still while the little eggs sank down to the tank bed. But I just couldn't comprehend why the female fish must eat her eggs...I guess this is the way of nature. Anyway, the male was putting all the eggs in his mouth and brought it up to the surface of the water, releasing it in bubbles to prevent them from being consumed by the female. Looking at the two of them being so lovey-dovey, I just wished I was the female one...at least I'll be loved by the male fish...lol...
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, July 21, 2006
5:44 PM
Chemistry practical was disasterous, a castastrophe!! I accidentally knocked over my test-tube and stained Rosemary's worksheet with limewater. My deepest and most sincere appologies. Wanted to change papers with her but she kept insisted on having the stained one. Such a benevolent girl. She made me felt so guilty about my actions, so sinful. Haiz...
That's not the only thing. I don't even know how to prepare a glowing splint. Until Mrs Goh called out my name and told me to extinguish that fire by the flick of my splint. It's only a glowing splint when there's no fire but light...lol...Finding out anions and cations were worst. With me ending up with solutions different from my peers. My blue litmus paper turned red when instead the red one should change to blue! Ugh! I think I'm going to die soon if I have to do this every week, rushing to and fro in the lab like a crazy woman at the first period.
PE later, we took our height and weight. I'm not revealing the latter, but my whole world came to a stand-still when I realized my height wasn't very optimistic.
Yes, I have shrunk!! SHRUNK!!
Why does life have to torture me...WHY AM I SHRINKING!! OH GOD!! HELP ME!! Broke down earlier but what's the freaking point? I think I'm going to have to start skipping...I don't want to keep shrivelling!! Then I'll have a dimunitive frame...miniature, puny and pint-sized Candice. Someone please teach me how to grow taller, I'll do anything!! I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS DAMN FACT, DAMN IT!!
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, July 20, 2006
6:12 PM
I realized my perspective of Ms Ng is beginning to change for the better. I find that she's actually quite alright. Initially, I felt she loves to nag and scream at us, but I now, she's changed in my eyes. Taking the outmost care to answer each of my question, especially since we're doing reports writing today and I couldn't understand why we're being "PI"s, she cleared my doubts and assured me I'll comprehend the concept in time to come. I truly appreciated her patience and she's doing more than what a normal teacher does. She even takes the time to test hus on our oral first before we tackle the "real challenge". Those who are weak will be evaluated on their performance again. Her teaching has rekindled the passion I have for English, not alot but still, there's a little flame burning there. I still loathe English, because I have to pass it no matter what but I keep flunking the whole year through. Just doing comprehension is enough to make me regurgitate. I'll be happy if I get a C5 for my Os.
Mrs Ismail dropped a bombshell on our class today, telling us only 2 passed their SS common test. I guess I'll have to find a good place outside the General Office to do my daily SS assignments. What in the world!! I did study but I'm getting crap results in return. What's the use of studying then? A total waste of time! Ugh!! I can never get Combined Humans right! What's wrong with me?? God save me from this savage world!!
Nevermind, I'll work harder!! I'll be poised and prepared for the prelims and my "final battle". I WILL CONQUER THE Os. VICTORY IS MINE!!
no words can express
my love for you
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
5:16 PM
A normal day today, with no "special" events or anything. Just that Ms Yip a.k.a broke the terrible news to our class during Chem lesson.
Half the class failed their Chem paper. Full stop.
Guess what? I'll probably be that half. Experimenting with my hypothesis with Le Ying based on the information from the other classes, I can conclude that 3/4 of the whole cohort flunked that "killer" paper. Haiz...just when I begin to look to Chemistry for hope, that silver lining in the clouds, I'm so dejected. Why? Why does this have to happen?? Ugh!! I should be prepared for my Os by now!!! Some people like Zi Yi is so damn talented. Study last minute and yet can excel in their papers. And where is he now? He's currently studying in SAJC, Xue Li, Saint Andrews Junior College, your fave college!! People like Felicia, a bona-fide academician, study study and study all day. I'm such a retarded one! How I ever ended up in a 3-science-class is a total perplexity. Up till now, I still haven't received any reply from AJ. Maybe they were scared off by my results, I can't blame them, after all, it's really horrendous, with underlines all over the paper.
Watched Spirited Away during Chinese lesson. How I yearn to be like the protagonist in the movie. Meeting dragons and such...or maybe like the 3 ladies in Charmed. Girl power! Especially Piper's powers- The ability to freeze or accelerate molecules, thus freezing things or blowing things up...BOOM! If I'm not wrong, it should be known as the power of temporal stasis or molecular inhibition.
Anyway...I gotta go now...better revise more before I flunk my Prelims as well. Cheerio!! =P
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, July 17, 2006
4:38 PM
O Level Chinese Listening Comprehension status: DEAD!!! Goodness, I think I got 1-2 questions wrong. What's wrong with my ears??? Should have digged my ears yesterday...I'm going to dig it today and make sure it's real clean and dirt-free!! No more comments other than it was broadcasted on 92.4 and that we had to wait for 30 long boring minutes before its commencement.
So elated today to find that my A-Maths common test result was 47/60. Ok, I know to some people out there who are smarter and more genious than me, it's nothing to you. But to me, IT'S AN A1!!!!! Wow, and to think I did better in A than E when I usually have more confidence in the latter than the former. The irony of Candice!! Lol...actually, I found plenty of careless mistakes in both papers. If I could just be a little more meticulous, getting those "A"s shouldn't be too big of a problem (hope so).
My Physics-cannot-make-it fear is confirmed! I FAILED!! For God's sake, I'm just not the type to study and understand Physics, what more apply it. And Benedict's telling me he wants to be a professional in physics, an engineer. Made me even more inferior...haiz...I have Daddy to thank for, forcing and convincing me to choose a triple science class, all pure!! And Dad, kudos to your persuasion and conviction that Physics is easy, chicken-feet. It was really very convincing for an idiot like me. I didn't know I was setting my own death-path when I entered my choice. Now I only have Biology and Chemistry to depend on, please don't let me down!!! And oh yes, I can't fail English and Combined Humans!! Ms Ng please be belovent and merciful when marking my script!! Not so stringent!! Ah!!
Mrs Ismail commented our paper was "ambiguous and mediocre". Fanciful vocab for unclear meaning and bad quality...ha ha!! After going through the questions with us, I then realized I have not added in all her points mentioned in my answer script! I will definitely be positioned at outside the General Office doing SS everyday as punishment for scoring less than 10/25 for Section A.
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, July 14, 2006
7:24 PM
"Hopped" onto Rosemary's blog today. Ha ha, I just love "blog-hopping". Reading through her text, I realized that in this world, there are people who like to gossip or hurl insults to their friends. And peeps! This is real. Living in these world currently right are actually some people who don't appreciate your kindness and help to them. They'll just treat you as some sort of "stepping-stone" or in Chemistry terms, "a catalyst". Well, the function of a catalyst is to provide molecules an alternative pathway with a lower activation energy (since when am I so like a chemist?).
One realistic example would be an incident that happened to my bosom friend a few days ago. During lesson, an insect, unfortunately finding no better place to land, fell on friend's shoulder. Of course, any normal girl, would scream and be frantic about it. I know I would. I would scream the hell out of myself and bring the whole classroom down irregardless of the presence of the teacher. Then one of the classmates, an unexpected one, took a video of her jumping here and there. Friends who are in acquaintance with you would stand aside and enjoy the "fantastic show". Only true friends would remain by you and help you out. My other close friend removed the insect for her. So some person, I don't know whether her mouth has problem or she just yearn so much for popularity that she went to spread the word that my two friends are lesbians (hormosexuals). Worse still, her drama skills were so marvellous that she acted very close to my friends. God please tell her to analyse herself first before she gossips about people. She could be sued for scandal.
Also yesterday, my close intimate friend called me and said she found out that this person had been talking bad about her behind her back, making her feeling upset. I may care about what such people say behind my back last term. But this term, I"m really tired of all this stupid tricks. Let me just emphasise on one point that's always on my mind. These people are the insignificant ones and do not deserve any of our concern, time or effort. But what we should really concentrate on is those who care for our well-being. People who love creating scandals are the ones that help us to be stronger. At the end of the day when we look back, if we are even able to overcome or face this, greater challenges should not be a problem to us. Pint-sized and puny, they will one day receive the retribution they deserve when they are judged by God and Jesus. So Rosemary, just take it easy!! =P
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, July 13, 2006
9:33 PM
What a long day it is! Had normal lessons, then attended ENGLISH EXTENDED CURRICULUM. Haiz...the school implemented extended curriculum almost everyday. Then headed to band to practice the new songs. One of them was the Florentina March (forgot the name liao...). Goodness!! So many "beansprouts" on the paper. Furthurmore, there are so many lines. It seemed like playing a high B-flat was so common. Why didn't they give such pieces when I was still there?? After I left, the pieces were more challenging and well, fun to me. I corrected some rhythm mistakes the juniors made today. Still think they have much more to learn and improve. But it's already a fine job. Keep it up!
Wayne came online just now. In fact, he came online a few times. But each time I saw the pop-up sign, I just kept staring at it. My mind went blank. I wanted so much to comfort him, to tell him how sorry I was and to let him know I'll be there for him as a friend should he need me. I'm just a sms, a msn message or a phone call away. But I just don't know how to express my thoughts into words. Maybe that's why I keep failing English and Combined Humans...ha ha! I understand that currently right now, no amount of words or vocabulary, no matter how powerful or elaborately phrased, is going to make him feel better. However, as a church friend and a CG member (even though I so seldomly attend CG meetings), I wanted to do more than just attending the funeral sevice and telling him to "Take Care". Shit! What was I thinking at that moment telling him to "take care"?
Forgot something else. I met some people that took me by shock at the Monday service. Well, I'm not going to say who they are but these two persons actually knew Uncle Harry. How surprising. It's a pity their relative didn't come...but of course that person didn't arrive. After all, he is busy with his own schedule. Besides, I promised myself to eradicate his image of my mind. AND I WILL DO IT!!
no words can express
my love for you
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
6:15 PM
Tears In Heaven
Eric Clapton
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
6:15 PM
Uncle Harry was cremated today at 10 plus in the morning. Mummy didn't go today as she was afraid she would cry. She didn't tell me but I could tell from her face. After all, they have known each other for 10 over years.
Attended his funeral yesterday at All Saints Chapel. It was the last night before the cremation. Lots of people from SLC made their presence. The small chapel was crowded but Mummy and I were both lucky to find to seats at the far end. From there, I could make out some of the people I knew who came. There was of course, Pastor Khoon Hoe and Aunty Yvonne, Marissa and family, Melissa, Aunty Cassandra, Aunty Joanne, Uncle Samuel and many others I couldn't recognize. But there, in front of the pulpit, was the unmistakable shape of the coffin, made of wood with some decorations of gold. Half of it was lifted up. It was placed behind a photo of him. We started of with some church songs before Rev Soo started a message. The whole atmosphere was heavy and intense, everyone present was so solemn and grave. Seated at the very first row, was of course his 3 sons: Wayne, Bryan and Evvyn and their mother Aunty Pauline.
Bryan sang a farewell song called "Tears in Heaven" while Wayne played the guitar. As I was watching him trying to hold back his tears as he delivered the song to his beloved father, tears welled up in my eyes. Testimonials about Uncle Harry were then said on the stage. Of how he had been a good father, husband and a faithful servant of God.
But the most touching one was by his own wife. Aunty Pauline was definitely heartbroken as she spoke of how she would not be able to share meals with him in the car or do marketing with him anymore. It's rather saddening. The unexpectancy of life.
After the service, we all got to take a last look at him and comfort the bereaved family. As I passed by, I only caught a glimpse of the coffin, but that was enough to scare the wits out of me. Call me gutless, craven or timid but I couldn't care less. The image kept appearing in my mind the minute I close my eyes, thus posing difficulties for me to sleep last night. Just wish I had never been so naive and heeded Mummy's advice.
Anyway, after that eventful day, Mummy and I boarded a cab home (lucky for us). By the time I reached my destination at 11pm, I was so weary and tired. Goodness, and I still have to report to school the next day!!
no words can express
my love for you
Saturday, July 08, 2006
11:37 PM
Mrs Tan, my piano teacher, organized a workshop at her house today. At 3pm, the whole family went by car to her house. I was there half an hour early. That's the typical me, I'm either very late or very early. Why can't I be on time?? Anyway, Tina reached there followed by Yi Jia.
We went in to Mrs Tan's room and started playing our exam pieces. There are 4 in total: Maple Leaf Rag by Scott Joplin, Doctor Gradus ad Parnassum by Claude Debussy, Sonata in C (K309/284b) by Mozart and lastly, the Hungarian Dance by Bartok.
My goodness, I think I played the worst today. Probably due to the lack of practice because of my procrastination, hesitating to play till the night before. This is a mediocrity you shouldn't learn from me...ha ha. Made a thousand and one mistakes today, Mrs Tan was kind enough not to bestow me a "black face". After all, the other 2 also had numerous breakdowns. I mean, we're all nervous aren't we? It's totally understandable if we made errors that we didn't make normally. In fact, it was totally bizarre that teacher even said all the pieces were "not bad" when I felt I could fail in the exam judging on how I performed. Just so incredulous, unbelievable!!
Tomorrow will be considered a big day for all the my juniors as they'll be having an ensemble performance/competition at Raffles Hotel, Jubilee Hall. Good luck and all the best! You can do it!
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, July 07, 2006
11:08 PM
Went on a shopping spree with Hui Min at J8 today so we could while time away as we wait for the Pastamania 30% discount to commence at 2pm. The way Hui Min shops is so unique, it's like she just walks in the shop and within 2 minutes, she's out and tells me: "This shop isn't worth shopping...no new things." I was like...what?? You brisked walk through and how can you differentiate which goods are new and which are not? Ha ha...the observations of an experienced shopper-holic. For me, if you really wanna call it shopping, I think I'll spend about half and hour scrutinizing each and every single thing there.
What a coicidence too! Met Daphne after 4 long years. She's changed so much, not to mention the ponytail she's keeping at the back of her head. Hey Daph, don't get offended by what I said ok? It was just a humourous joke...lol...
Mummy played me out today. I went to AMK library today to pay off my renewal fees and fines through the cashcard she gave me. Tried both machines and stood there like a moron but it turned out that they rejected my card. So I was left with no choice but to head for the librarian and ask her to do it personally for me. Then she told me the cashcard was expired. Expired? I travelled so far and you tell me it's expired? What in the world!!
Headed down to church in the evening for a seminar on "Spiritual Warfare" and there, I learned more details on Uncle Harry's death.
Apparently, he was doing ministry work in JB and was sharing a room with another person. But the latter had travelled to Malacca leaving him alone. So on Wednesday night, it seems that he collasped on his way to a shower. In fact, he didn't even get to bathe judging from the clothes he still wore that night when they discovered in on Thursday morning when he didn't arrive for breakfast and thus, they had to open the door due to the lack of response after countless knocking and hollering outside. His face turned a darker shade due to the blood ceasing to circulate due to the bursting of his brain vessel (a stroke) after the cardiac arrest. The body was brought back today and was placed in All Saints Chapel. I'll be attending the Monday night service conducted by my Singapore Life Church.
Just hope that Bryan and Wayne will be fine and accept their father's passing with an open mind on the thought that he'll be joining God in Heaven where the streets are paved with gold and there'll be no more sorrows, grief and weeping.
Then God will look at Uncle Harry and say: "Well done, good and faithful servant. You are welcome to join me for eternity where I have already prepared a place for you."
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, July 06, 2006
4:50 PM
I got the shock of my life today when I received a sms from Aunty Yvonne. At first when I read the first sentence: Dear all, Eld Harry suffered a heart attack and passed away in M'ysia this morning- I felt indifferent, for I was thinking maybe I didn't know this person. Until I carried on reading: Do keep Aunty Pauline, Wayne, Bryan and family in prayer- It was then I felt the whole world came to a stop. I was so stunned I almost dropped the phone.
Even though I don't really know Uncle Harry and only met him a couple of times in church, but I could tell he's a really good man and father. He has taught his 2 sons well to the extent they love "lightening up the atmosphere"...ha ha...well anyway, he's also a good husband, a jolly man. Always laughing and smiling. Apparently, Mummy says he's from the same youth group as her last time, so it seems he's been in this church ages before I was born. In fact, Uncle Harry's rather young, maybe early 50s? It's quite awful that he died so young. And in a different country somemore, not his own hometown Singapore.
Wonder how Wayne and Bryan are coping with the news. Tears almost welled up in my eyes as I received this news. More over the two of them, accepting this shock that their father just left them with no signal or notice or anything at all. Seriously I don't know how to confort them, because both of them are much older than me, one in their early and late 20s.
But all in all, I guess I have learnt a very valuable lesson today. That is to cherish and treasure what ever you have now. For you'll never know when they'll just "go" right before your very eyes.
no words can express
my love for you
Saturday, July 01, 2006
4:50 PM
Went to Anderson JC to hand in my form today...before that, I helped Daddy create a Hotmail account. Lol...he's been complaining that Mummy and I have been receiving mail while his outlook express inbox is empty. So we help him fill in his particulars and well, an email address too before we left the house this morning. Reached the JC and handed in the form. Before we left, I managed to take picture of their school signboard. Here it is:
This is my dream...I must aim for this JC...sigh...hope I can score below 20 for my prelims and my O Levels...HELP!!!
After that, we both proceeded to J8 to do some shopping. Ate a beef bowl at Yoshinoya. Finally after 1 month, I can taste the succulent juicy beef...what a wonderful day!!
We passed by Lee Hwa Jewellery when they were displaying their prominent creation- Purple Gold. I managed to take 2 pictures of my beloved jewellery. Something that I will buy with my first salary. They're just one of the most beautiful things in the world!
Headed to Popular to find some assesment books, but to no avail. There wasn't even any OK magazines for me to browse through. Jennifer Aniston took the cover page last month, for this month, it's Madonna. Mummy and I went to NTUC to buy some groceries before returning home...lesson learnt today: Shopping is a great way of relaxing and de-stressing...ha ha!!
no words can express
my love for you