Tuesday, May 29, 2007
10:59 PM
WHEETS!!! I finally watched the last of the trilogy of Pirates of the Carribean!!! Managed to catch a late night show at Lido Theatre...lol...IT WAS DAMN COOL!!
Ok, maybe not as funny and hilarious as the 2nd one..where we saw Jack Sparrow running around with a stick filled with fruits on his back...but nevertheless...it's still a good show overall...
But the ending was rather tragic and kind of unexpected...Will Turner died, yes, he was stabbed by that stupid Davy Jones..but his father dug his heart out and put it in the chest because the Flying Dutchman needs to have a new heir as captain...Davy Jones perished as a result of Jack Sparrow's doing...he plunged the knife right into his beating heart...eeww!!
And so...even though Elizabeth Swann and Will Turner were "married" under the witness of Captain Barbosa, but they were still separated!! Damn! Will took over the duty of ferrying the souls of those who died at sea to the "other world" and just like Jones, he can only step foot on land every 10 years...10 YEARS!! I think I'll die if I was Elizabeth...There was one line in the 2 hour 50 minutes movie that was quite touching and that was when Will said to Elizabeth,"My heart will always belong to you."...aww...so sweet of him...
I think both Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp are as handsome as ever...especially when Orlando became the new captain...with his chest-bearing clothes...he was so ravishing..I just don't understand why men like to bear their chests...but I think it's kinda cool and erm...manly?
Ha ha..anyway can't blog any longer...dad's back from work...JOHNNY DEPP AND ORLANDO BLOOM ROCKS!! NEXT MOVIE: OCEAN'S THIRTEEN!!! YAY!!!
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, May 24, 2007
5:26 PM
Mua ha ha!! Chemistry SPA is over!!! Suddenly feel so relieved...like the a heavy boulder has just been lifted off my shoulders...
June holidays are coming..but I don't feel excited. In fact, I'm not really anticipating it...because I have too much homework to do, so little time...
Time really flies...it's like...unknowingly, I've been in AJC for nearly 5 months already...lol...and the pace that the lecturers and teachers are going is like that of an express train..no longer the secondary school kind where the teachers will slow down for you or wait for you...
Haiz..don't wanna blog furthur...must really take a good, refreshing break today...going off to game. Ciao!! =D
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, May 21, 2007
7:10 PM
Intially, I was rather disappointed that I, am once again position-less..but as I heard the so-called trainings that Mr Alvin's planning to give during the June holidays, coupled with my own preparation for numerous big events in my life like- Piano Dip. exam, being accompanist for my junior's flute exam, COMMON TESTS!!, focusing on PW and even wanting to dig some moments to spend with myself (be it "stoning" or catching a movie ALONE, YES! ALONE!), I find that I really have no more of "me" to put into the band. Mind you, I still love the band because it's integrated to become a part of who I am..but I'm simply one who will break down when facing all these stress..OH! ONE MORE THING! CHURCH COMMITTMENT! That's right..I've been "reprimanded" by someone just because I misplaced my priorties, well, a friend who left for another church some time ago...so Ive really got to rank all my committments...
Maybe it's probably God's will that I manage myself first..because if I can't even keep myself disciplined or on-task, how am I going to even bother about other people's stuff? The band will only fall at my incompetency, and this I have to admit it's truly true!
But still, I'm happy!! Because I've finally got to talk to someone whom I've been yearning to talk to...well...and I've found out something that instilled a sense of euphoria in me...but still, at least the person cares...lol...I'M JUST SO ECSTATIC!!
Perhaps I'll start the conversation first if we ever meet online again...since I wasn't the one who initiated it first...at least there's initiative in the person...ha ha!
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, May 18, 2007
11:40 PM
Lol...today was House Friday...so we all had to wear our house T-shirts..mine was Panther house..so...yup...stand together with other classes of the same house during assembly...
Mrs Teo told us to go IVLE and view the presentation on "Tribute to the Bees"..it was really as what she said- damn good!!
I did quite a lot of copying onto my textbook...hopefully it'll be productive learning...
Today was also the day they selected the J1s to be executive committee members and music committee members..as usual, i'm post-less...haiz...but it's good that way too, since I don't need to stress myself up with additional load..
But there's some things that I'm really unhappy about..I mean, what's the point of demonstrating open defiance?? It'll only put you in bad light...but let me clarify one point. There are, in this world, some posts that are actually meant for those who qualify for it, as in possessing the talent and knowledge and background and having what it takes to acquire the position. Not any Tom, Dick or Harry and be what they're not meant to be. So what puzzles me is that why such controversy exists? As in, one lacks have what it takes, one doesn't, in nature fact, meet the requirements for the posts, but yet, one just sits firmly in that position...
Mind you, I looking at the one's fall...I don't mind one being above me, I'll just shut up, but what pisses me off is that one don't even have experience from doing something, how can one do it properly?
Anyway, I'm watching, I'm looking, I'm scanning very intently...I'm awaiting one's fall...
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, May 17, 2007
6:01 PM
Erm...I'm at a loss for words...probably because I heard about that tragic news too...I mean, who wouldn't be sad...I know I wouldn't, because I would be DEVASTATED!!!
Sometimes it's just the wrong time of your life..after that terrible incident, I ask God why does he could be so cold and unfeeling...at this particular time, one has to go through such phase despite it being the most crucial and critical year of one's life. And yet one has to suffer the loss, the pain...it's just so...unhumanitarian...but then again, I recall Uncle Harry's funeral last year..his son was also going through a difficult time after his passing away...so I reckon if his son can do it, nothing is impossible...near impossible, but never impossible...
Yes, time is definitely needed to alleviate the pain that the freshly cut wounds have inflicted upon one...and it would be preposterous to say that the wound is totally healed...scars would remain, but I guess it wouldn't hurt as much as fresh wounds would...
At least we know the bereaved's beloved has gone to Heaven, under the caring hands of God...sauntering the golden paths of Heaven..perhaps even preparing a room to await for one's arrival some day, some time...
And at this very moment, even though the feeling is not physical, but it would be consoling and comforting to think of it the optimistic way...maybe one is now under the watchful eye of one's beloved and constantly being protected..it would be better to conquer life's challenges with such perception...
But as for me, I've learnt a valuable lesson in life...to treasure the ones beside me, my beloved ones...because life is so fragile..it's difficult to anticipate and gurantee that the person who is currently right in front of you right now will still be here the next day...that's the problem with humans, we often take things for granted, that they'll always be with us forever...could God be telling us that we, as Christians, should cease thinking this way?
Right now, even though I'm not very close to the bereaved, but the only thing I can do for the person as a friend is to pray for him, that he'll brace up to walk this path as a renewed and happy person...
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, May 11, 2007
10:27 PM
Lol...SYF is has finally ended with the last note of St. Anthony's Variations. I woke up at about 6am this morning and headed to school then changed to my white top with dark blue skirt and AJ tie. We practised from 6.45am to about 7.45am, then headed straight to the foyer to board the bus. I saw the heavy rain as some sort of ominous sign, but didn't dare say it to anyone for fear that I'd get slapped in the face.
I still vividly rememberd my SYF in 2000, when we were playing The Crossings and Triumph Over the Vikings. The "Candice" then, was so naive that upon hearing rumours, went straight off to tell her seniors that Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School had obtained a Silver award. Ha ha! Little did I expect my senior to snap at me, screaming at me to shut up. I was angry at that time, because to me, a silver is already considered commendable. I didn't know they were aiming for a gold. But anyway, we really achieved a silver in the end. Hmm...wonder if Mr Ong was disappointed at that time.
From then on, I knew better to keep any bad comments to myself...we met with a heavy traffic jam on the way to SCH and reached there at 9.20am rather than 9am. And what's worse, the brasses haven't arrived and we were scheduled to go in the tuning room at 9.30am. We were reassured that the brasses would make it in time. True enough, we saw the group of light blue blazered people walking up the stairs towards us. I was suddenly washed with relief...mysteriously..
With only 10 minutes- no more, no less to-tune, all of us got straight down to business and every soon, that meagre time period was over and we went in to the stage to play the 2 pieces for the last one time that would determine our fate for the next 2 years.
Unknowingly, we ended our last triumphant note and confidently strode off the stage...very soon, the much awaited "xx"'s band performed, with me sitting in the 3rd row watching them...I sometimes wished I was part of them under the baton of "xx"...but looking at their costumes...I wouldn't want to wear the dress..and also...they paid $75 for it...I was like...lol...when they told me that..
I'm rather happy today..because I met all those that I want to see...people from various colleges and not forgetting my own conductor...
But I'm also rather sad because AJ could have achieved better and we're certainly more capable than the stupid title given...however, I also feel happy for "xx"'s college because they've achieved their first gold (correct me if I'm wrong)...and I think "xx" is damn good this year loh..all the bands under his baton all get Gold or Gold With Honours..
Seriously, I feel that I have divided loyalties..I like AJ...but I prefer another college's band just because "xx" is inside...and after hearing my friend saying that he's really nice and good...it just raises my regrets to a higher level...somebody please kill me...
no words can express
my love for you