Wednesday, October 31, 2007
9:24 PM
Muahaha! PW is finished (hopefully I'm not)!! I think the only reason why PW entices me is because of OP. I have learnt how to stand in front of an audience and to present formally, how to engage them and to have eye contact with them. And I truly must say 09/07 is the best class that I've ever had (followed by 6C and then 2/5). It makes me proud to be part of this wonderful class. We gave one another support during OP, by looking at the presenter whenever he/she is presenting. I did my part too! Yes, yes, I did say that I would sleep if I was very first presenter of the day, but deep down inside, I will never ever betray my own classmates. In short, whatever I said is just superficial...lol...
The examiners were from AJC, they were Ms Casey Goh and a Physics teacher. We had no so-called "chief-examiner" or "moderator", which I am unsure if it was a blessing or curse...but these two teachers were so nice, especially when I was presenting. The physics teacher kept nodding his head and looking at our powerpoint presentation like it was the most interesting thing in the world. The question they asked me was also something I was prepared for. In fact, for my group, we spotted 3 out of the 5 questions asked. Ha ha ha!!
After that, we went to Swensens to celebrate the end of PW.
I'm just so elated! Finally, no more meetings, no more staying up late nights, and no more racking of brains to answer stupid questions like why would this company want to work with us or why is our event situated at a particular timing.
YAY!!! =D
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, October 29, 2007
8:44 PM
Well...I'm back after a long long break. Many events have happened during this time, last week...after a long marathon of 4 years..I finally plucked up the courage and erm...told him. But I guess things did not go my way...realization then has dawned upon me. It was utterly foolish for me to harbour feelings for such a jerk. It would have been better if he had told me straight whether he likes me or not, instead of avoiding the damn question.
DAMN IT! I'M REALLY PISSED OFF! Wasted my time and tears!! I've never met such a person in my life!! You know what? You're such a disgrace to all the men in the world!!
Gazing at all my friends who are currently "attached", I feel so empty...I mean, no matter how bubbly or how "crazy" I try to be...deep down in my heart, I'm still a girl after all. I need security, love, care and concern. I simply cannot afford to give anymore of these...
However, I still have faith and trust in God for such things...and it is true that they cannot be compelled...so I'll just have to wait, patiently...
In conclusion, meeting YOU was really, truly the GREATEST MISTAKE I'VE EVER MADE IN MY WHOLE ENTRIE LIFE!!!
no words can express
my love for you