I must not give up, I must not give up, I must persevere...I must, I must and I will!! Even though I've failed my Chemistry, A-Maths, Chinese, and I know I'm going to fail English as well, I must learn how to get up when I've fallen...only I can help myself...yes...I know I can...well...hopefully I can...
It's 13 days to Chinese O Level...and I feel so empty in my brain...it's like I don't know anything at all...I haven't even started on my assesment book...just tell me what am I gonna do? "Mopeng" Alan is still opening his mouth big and wide...even made fun of moi's friend today...saying her shoe got fertilizer smell and that she was the cause of it...why can't he just look at his stupid face in the mirror and do some self-reflection?? Making her upset...=( Nothing good ever comes out of his stupid mouth...I won't be surprised if he ever offends people when he grows up...maybe they'll put him in jail for use of vulgarities or things like...lol...then I'll get the last laugh...=) No wonder he sits alone during lesson...away from the guys...oh well...serves him right...
Feeling so tired...wanted to do Chinese but ended up blogging...think I'm gonna do tonight but I know will sleep before I even start flipping the page open...lol...2006 just sux the hell out of me!!
PS: But actually looking back at what he said...I shouldn't really get heart attack or anything...in fact, getting Oscars are a big honour...it means they recognize the profession you're in...like Nicole Kidman and Marilyn Monroe...if only I could really win an Oscar one day...lol...back to earth...what I'm saying is...he's just one of the insignificant ones in my life...even if I was really in pain, he wouldn't understand, in fact, nobody would unless they suffer it themselves...so I couldn't really care whether he talks bad about me or anything...because I have many friends around me that are worth more of my attention than "small people" like him...who only knows how to gossip...so...yup...after this year, I won't have to see his face anymore...Ciao!!