Haiz...only 10 days left to common tests and 5 days to my audition at AJ. What am I going to do?? I'm freaking out because I haven't touched Chemistry and Physics one bit. And I'm required to remember 10 Social Studies chapters that are nothing but facts. At least History has a storyline in it but SS? There's not even a storyline there...what the hell! Even Biology is better than that as I can, well, study about my own body. Lol...Physics die liao!! It's not that I don't know all the formulas...it's that I don't know how to apply them!! Chemistry...salts, acids and bases...my weakest chapters... it's totally congratulations to me. The reason why I never mentioned English until now is because I already anticipated the results even before I take the stupid common test. Because given my stringent teacher, the only result I'll get is a FAIL on my paper. It'll truly be a miracle if I ever pass...A-Maths and E-Maths are "cope-able" to me for the current moment. Luckily for now, I have no Chinese to worry about except my O-Level result.
There are many a time that I would look out of my balcony at the blackened sky, watching those stars dancing happily away and I would wonder how nice it would be if I were one of them. No worries...no troubles...so wonderful...but for now, my "death day" is approaching...lol.