Attempted the E-Maths Prelim 2005 Paper 2 and wanted to vomit blood. I simply can't believe that this is the very paper that my predecessors took. Haiz...I just don't have any confidence in myself as my own Prelims are looming ahead.
Today, while attending band practices, I suddenly felt apprehensive as a surge of fear rushed past my body. Out of the blue, numerous "What if"s started to pop out of my head.
Here are some of them..."ENJOY!"
What if:
1) I can't graduate?
2) I can't score below 20 points for my Prelims?
3) The same predicament happens in my O Levels?
4) I can't enter AJC?
5) I fail English and Combined Humans?
6) I fail to score an A in my upcoming Chinese O Level result?
Oh God, please help me...I'm suffering from insomnia every night...staring at the icy black darkness of the sky, gazing at the stars that are twinkling so brightly ever, as if yearning to share their joy and happiness with me. If only I'm like them...rain or shine, I'll be there in the galaxy, acting as glittery ornaments for the plain sky. No worries, no sadness, I will have no feelings. Well, that beats having to worry about my Prelims and Os. Or whether I'll actually get to survive 2006 in one piece. God, I beg you to help me...I sincerely ask you to save me...
