What a long day it is! Had normal lessons, then attended ENGLISH EXTENDED CURRICULUM. Haiz...the school implemented extended curriculum almost everyday. Then headed to band to practice the new songs. One of them was the Florentina March (forgot the name liao...). Goodness!! So many "beansprouts" on the paper. Furthurmore, there are so many lines. It seemed like playing a high B-flat was so common. Why didn't they give such pieces when I was still there?? After I left, the pieces were more challenging and well, fun to me. I corrected some rhythm mistakes the juniors made today. Still think they have much more to learn and improve. But it's already a fine job. Keep it up!
Wayne came online just now. In fact, he came online a few times. But each time I saw the pop-up sign, I just kept staring at it. My mind went blank. I wanted so much to comfort him, to tell him how sorry I was and to let him know I'll be there for him as a friend should he need me. I'm just a sms, a msn message or a phone call away. But I just don't know how to express my thoughts into words. Maybe that's why I keep failing English and Combined Humans...ha ha! I understand that currently right now, no amount of words or vocabulary, no matter how powerful or elaborately phrased, is going to make him feel better. However, as a church friend and a CG member (even though I so seldomly attend CG meetings), I wanted to do more than just attending the funeral sevice and telling him to "Take Care". Shit! What was I thinking at that moment telling him to "take care"?
Forgot something else. I met some people that took me by shock at the Monday service. Well, I'm not going to say who they are but these two persons actually knew Uncle Harry. How surprising. It's a pity their relative didn't come...but of course that person didn't arrive. After all, he is busy with his own schedule. Besides, I promised myself to eradicate his image of my mind. AND I WILL DO IT!!
