Arrgh! I hate my life now...I loathe the way it goes each day...I detest waking up every morning only to study!! Each time I turn on the radio, I hear some peep calling in to the DJ, sharing with her on air how they're enjoying their lives now, planning parties and such after the end of their exams. And there I am, "choing-ing" for my O levels. IT SUX! JUST SUX!!!
Headed to school for consultation today and I came across coaches ferrying the students back to school. Hmm...must have been to somewhere for their post-exam programmes. Passed my the parade square and a group of students, a BIG BUNCH, were before me, roller-skating. I sigh to myself as I slowly trudged up the stairs...to the quiet row of classes that flank one side of the corridor. Luckily my time in school was rather productive, as I've cleared my doubts that have been stacking up in the pile consisting of 8 Maths papers. Even the old people are so relaxed and unaffected...each time I look at the elderly or the group of line dance women, how I wish they would stop whatever they're doing and take the O levels with us. Especially the irritating man who has been singing karaoke, causing much disturbance to our English remedial lesson.
I really feel very guilty...I'm supposed to concentrate on studying, but the thoughts of what to do AFTER the exam never fails to flit through my mind. It's like I have so...many things on my agenda:
AJ HK trip, 4/5 chalet, Church Christmas project, Church camp, AJ and AMK alumni practices, family trip (even though the destination is not planned yet), Grad night, steamboat gathering with my 3 good buddies (Rach, Le and Sal) and not to mention time for myself.
Haiz...O LEVELS IS CERTAINLY LIKE A DISGUSTING BARRIER TO ALL THOSE LEISURE ACTIVITIES!! =(
