Intially, I was rather disappointed that I, am once again position-less..but as I heard the so-called trainings that Mr Alvin's planning to give during the June holidays, coupled with my own preparation for numerous big events in my life like- Piano Dip. exam, being accompanist for my junior's flute exam, COMMON TESTS!!, focusing on PW and even wanting to dig some moments to spend with myself (be it "stoning" or catching a movie ALONE, YES! ALONE!), I find that I really have no more of "me" to put into the band. Mind you, I still love the band because it's integrated to become a part of who I am..but I'm simply one who will break down when facing all these stress..OH! ONE MORE THING! CHURCH COMMITTMENT! That's right..I've been "reprimanded" by someone just because I misplaced my priorties, well, a friend who left for another church some time ago...so Ive really got to rank all my committments...
Maybe it's probably God's will that I manage myself first..because if I can't even keep myself disciplined or on-task, how am I going to even bother about other people's stuff? The band will only fall at my incompetency, and this I have to admit it's truly true!
But still, I'm happy!! Because I've finally got to talk to someone whom I've been yearning to talk to...well...and I've found out something that instilled a sense of euphoria in me...but still, at least the person cares...lol...I'M JUST SO ECSTATIC!!
Perhaps I'll start the conversation first if we ever meet online again...since I wasn't the one who initiated it first...at least there's initiative in the person...ha ha!
