Well...I'm back after a long long break. Many events have happened during this time, last week...after a long marathon of 4 years..I finally plucked up the courage and erm...told him. But I guess things did not go my way...realization then has dawned upon me. It was utterly foolish for me to harbour feelings for such a jerk. It would have been better if he had told me straight whether he likes me or not, instead of avoiding the damn question.
DAMN IT! I'M REALLY PISSED OFF! Wasted my time and tears!! I've never met such a person in my life!! You know what? You're such a disgrace to all the men in the world!!
Gazing at all my friends who are currently "attached", I feel so empty...I mean, no matter how bubbly or how "crazy" I try to be...deep down in my heart, I'm still a girl after all. I need security, love, care and concern. I simply cannot afford to give anymore of these...
However, I still have faith and trust in God for such things...and it is true that they cannot be compelled...so I'll just have to wait, patiently...
In conclusion, meeting YOU was really, truly the GREATEST MISTAKE I'VE EVER MADE IN MY WHOLE ENTRIE LIFE!!!